You're nothing more than Just my Love Everything; which is everything Is all there was Is and still to be Empty fluttering my panic Is amidst the void The void is left, all that's left That and the listless Faintful knees The pouting and crying And struggled breath Grips the grasp of the Faithful dark; clutching not But all in all Leading us down the Hallowed hall appalled to be Too large too small My panic sets as Hate begets Plot the plight as it Turns for worse The stony heart; that hateful thing Sings its song to bliss Its own, the seeds it's sown The time I've sown With all my Love To stay the course Clutching not; was all for not The dark ensues is all that's Left and all that's left; my panic Sets as the pain begets It's a painful thing to have to experience a break up; especially if you are on the receiving end of one.
However there is one moment in and throughout your entire break up experience that is far more painful than any other.
This is when you realize that it's really and truly going to happen.
There is nothing you can do to stop it and you are going to have to let them go.
All throughout your ordeal you may have had some kind of hope.
Perhaps there is still one more thing I could do to save my relationship.
When you still have hope when the reality sets in is like swallowing a giant marble that gets stuck in your throat.
Well, at least that was the way it was for me.
Long after I took that first breath it was as if I could still feel that marble struggling to come down.
I already miss her greatly and though I have the strength to make it through this; I clench my chair firmly with a bit of fright to brace myself for tomorrow's coming.